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I am going to be still in each moment, lift my face to the light and let it flow across my face, drink in the joy flowing through my soul. I will accept the gift of laughter and not question the motives or future intent, I will allow my feet to dance to the rhythm in my bones, shake my hips as the music lifts my heart. Let go the reins I grip so tightly, close my eyes and just breathe. 

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