I wish you could see me, in this moment right now, so damn grateful for the beautiful life that I never thought I would be living. If you could see me now, I know you would be proud of me, using my words to help others, remembering to smile, laugh and play, to enjoy each moment to the fullest. Looking back over nearly forty years, I can see clearly defined moments where different people had a life changing impact on my path. You, you were the best and the brightest star on my journey to now. I have many people to thank and I have done so, I wish I could thank you. I would take you out to breakfast, we would have coffee and fresh baked bagels smothered in lox and cream cheese and I would tell you about the man who loves me and loves my children, who fights for me believes in me and supports my dreams. You would love him, he's just like you. He's funny and silly, he's kind and strong and he is all that you showed me a man should be, I am sorry it took me so long to realiz...